Reminsince

Been going through a lot lately. I guess it all comes down to it, like I've always said, at the end of the day you think about everything you've done and it just seems worth whatever pain you've gone through, cause you're actually doing something worthwhile, making others happy, and that in essence of itself makes you feel better.

I can honestly say without a shadow of a doubt that if you give your life to the Lord that He'll bless you more then you could ever imagine, and give you all your needs and more. Not to say that no one could be happy elsewhere, but I think that if it's really the Lord's will for your life to surrender it to Him then you'll be so much happier, so much more fulfilled.

Sometimes I meet people out witnessing and I just feel so sad because a lot of them (again, I'm not saying all of them) aren't really doing anything with their lives, just rotting away in their miserable existence, slaving away day after day, trying to pay the bills.

And what else is there to do in the world except for just that? They don't know much else, except for what the church has shown them, which no one wants a part of anyway because it's so dead.

I felt like that for awhile, it's so dead, so empty. You tell yourself that things'll get better once you get this, or get that, or if you just try to forget about it, but it's this aching emptiness inside that drives you insane, and when there's nothing around to distract you, it just all comes out.

It's this undescribable feeling of being alone, without Jesus it's pretty sad, so miserable. You tell yourself you can live your life alone, you don't need anyone to help you or make you happy and close yourself into this corner, secretly wishing someone would come, someone would understand, someone could make things better. But you know what?

Living for yourself sucks. You can tell yourself all you want that you're so "happy", that you honestly don't care at all, but why lie to yourself? It does matter. I know what I've seen in others, and what I've personally experienced, that if you let Jesus change your life, even though it's a lot of self-sacrifice you'll definitely be happier.

Even though it's a bit tough right now, I don't think I've smiled this much in years, in fact, I haven't smiled this much in my whole life. Not to say that my whole life was miserable, I really loved my parents (I love you Daddy!) and growing up with my brothers and sisters, but I just feel so much happier now that I've yielded to Jesus, and there's NOTHING in this world that's going to take that away from me.

To You

Mikey, it's been swell knowing you the past couple of years. You've been really great friend to me, always listening to me and encouraging me, through the bad and through the good.

You've always been a comforting shoulder to me through my difficult times, and I just want to say thank you so much for that, I don't know how I could've made it through without you.

I'll always remember our late night phone conversations, your squeaky little sounds and your unique sense of humour that no matter what mood I'm in always seems to make me laugh. The times we met (even though short), all the fun we had and even when I was sad I always had good times with you.

I just love you so much, and sorry this is late (even though I've already told you this, I just want everybody to know how special you are to me!)

Happy Birthday, have a great 16th year and I hope it's filled with lots of sexi ladies for Jesus and fun!

Bye!

Merrry Christmas

Joyeux Noel!

Pretty Lady

Oh Rosita, I just love you so much, you're so happy and swell to be around, I thought it was so sweet that you made me a blog post, that I just had to make you one! You're always such a hard worker, really happy and you make me laugh, I really like how you cook, it tastes really yummy and you're so pretty, I just tell myself sometimes "Man, I just want to look like Rosita someday" Thanks for always being a good friend to me, I love you so much! I'll miss you when you go to China. (Bwah, bwah)

Humbling Times

Yesterday I had my first try at provisioning. A few days ago it had been someone's birthday, and he really likes plants, so Aurora jokingly suggested to me "Why not provision him one?"

I figured, "Why not" what the heck.

So I went into this little shop, with all sorts of things, little hermit craps, bamboo shoots, oils, rings, necklaces. At first, the guy was too busy to talk to me, so he told me to talk to one of his workers. I explained to him about The Family, what we do, and asked if he'd like to donate a plant for a "missionary's birthday". He seemed to get a real kick out of it, and went over to talk to the guy in the front, and they both seemed to think it was just so funny.

Then the worker came back and was like "Well, what kind of plant would you like?" So I called Aurora over, since I wasn't really sure what kind of plant Steven would like. So she just told him anything worked, and then he went back over to the guy in the front, and they both just started laughing. Finally, the guy from the front came to talk with us and he was like...

"So let me get this straight: You're in here, begging me for a couple of bamboo shoots, for some missionary's birthday? Where do you get your clothes from, or those pretty earrings you're wearing?"

Aurora really sheepishly grinned and she answered, "We get them donated, because our work is completely voluntary, people give them to us"

And he just shook his head laughing and said, "Whatever, I'll tell you what: I'll give you the bamboo shoots, but I'm not giving you the vase or the rocks"

We gave him and an Activated mag, told him GBY and left.

So funny. Humbling times, humbling times.

The rest of the day went alright, I talked to a lot of people, and even showed them bible verses! It was inspiring for me because I haven't really known the Bible all that well for awhile, until my little darling Steven started singing me verses and I feel so much more confident to go up to people and talk to them.

Although, to witness you don't really need to know a lot of Bible verses, it's pretty simple.

Other then that, not much has been going on today, there was a huuuge blizzard yesterday night or this morning, we're all packed in the snow. Brr! We're also having a sheep visiting right now, he's Venezulan, he's thinking of joining The Family, so that's pretty swell.

Anyhow! Before I close this post, here's some pictures from a dress-up party we had the other night.

This is me trying to look pretty

Here's an adorable child.

This is Steven's attempt at a picture

This is a really weird picture of Daniel and Esperanza

And here's Aurora!

Wooo! Bye, lots of love!

-- Little Miss Fisher

Happy People

So it's about 4 o'clock in the morning and my eyes feel like they're going to fall off, but for some reason, I don't want to sleep. In my inspiration I have decided to post pictures for you, because my imagination is a bit in lacking.

This is me and my really sexi wife

Mon ami francais, Davide

Us being special

Me and Faithy looking really beautiful

Me pimpin' with my two hoes

Showing God's love to the needy

Steven trying to look cute

And I'll leave you with this one, to give you lots of happy dreams (or nightmires) Byee!! We really love you!

yay

Dear Blogger people,

I am writing to tell you good news. Recently, something very wonderful happened to me, it was just like...an angel falling out of the sky, right into my arms. I have not felt this wonderful in a very long time, it was like being transported into a heavenly dimension of pretty cherubs and naked people.

I have met the love of my life. His name is Fabio, and he is possibly the most gorgeous specimen of the opposite sex I have ever met. Just thought you might want to know.