Sunday, November 23, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Adventures!
Well I've been home all month while the rest of my home is in PhilaDelPhIa. It's actually been pretty fun, been going witnessing with this guy named Steven everyday that I live with. The days are long, and I am just shocked at the rudeness of Americans. The other day I go up to this guy with a poster and I tell him, "Hi, how are you? This is a poster for you about Jesus coming again" And he says,
"I happen to know what politeness is, so I'll be as polite as possible. Take that poster and shove it straight up your @$$!" And he drove off.
Jesus help me. Haha. It's generally known that Black ladies are much nicer then white people. I've become racist towards my own color, hahahahaha. Not to say that they're ALL mean. Another example is I met this guy yesterday and he's like, "Y'know, there are a lot of Muslims here do you talk to them too?"
And I said, "Yeah, we do."
And he answers me, "Yeah, you could convert 'em, or maybe we should just have another Crusade, wipe the filth off this earth." And then he left.
YUCK! I can't believe people can be so disgusting like that. Muslims are not animals, they're people just like you and me, and I certainly believe that they are our brothers. Muslim people are very kind and caring and have generally helped us much more then even some Christians have.
Speaking of witnessing...I met this FUNNIEST Jehovah's witness man yesterday. He was saying how proud he was that his family read the Bible and that it was very good for their Family, etc etc. And there in the background you see his kids throwing around the Bible and it drops under the sit and the little girl picks it up and she's like..."Daddy! Look what they did to the Bible!" Ahahahahaha...it was just really funny cus while he was saying that they were doing that in the background. Ahaha.
On a side note, I'm also following up on a South African man, the only sheep I have so far in the Offensive. Pray that he gets time to meet! Hehe. Anyway...lots of love everyone! Write me if you ever find the time in your busy schedules, hehe.
XXX - Little Miss Fisher
"I happen to know what politeness is, so I'll be as polite as possible. Take that poster and shove it straight up your @$$!" And he drove off.
Jesus help me. Haha. It's generally known that Black ladies are much nicer then white people. I've become racist towards my own color, hahahahaha. Not to say that they're ALL mean. Another example is I met this guy yesterday and he's like, "Y'know, there are a lot of Muslims here do you talk to them too?"
And I said, "Yeah, we do."
And he answers me, "Yeah, you could convert 'em, or maybe we should just have another Crusade, wipe the filth off this earth." And then he left.
YUCK! I can't believe people can be so disgusting like that. Muslims are not animals, they're people just like you and me, and I certainly believe that they are our brothers. Muslim people are very kind and caring and have generally helped us much more then even some Christians have.
Speaking of witnessing...I met this FUNNIEST Jehovah's witness man yesterday. He was saying how proud he was that his family read the Bible and that it was very good for their Family, etc etc. And there in the background you see his kids throwing around the Bible and it drops under the sit and the little girl picks it up and she's like..."Daddy! Look what they did to the Bible!" Ahahahahaha...it was just really funny cus while he was saying that they were doing that in the background. Ahaha.
On a side note, I'm also following up on a South African man, the only sheep I have so far in the Offensive. Pray that he gets time to meet! Hehe. Anyway...lots of love everyone! Write me if you ever find the time in your busy schedules, hehe.
XXX - Little Miss Fisher
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Hi!
Okay maybe my last post was a little over-dramatized. Anyway, everything is actually going well with me. Right now I'm in the middle of a road trip in Minnesota. Gonna come back next Saturday, pray the trip goes well. Been witnessing a lot, learning lots of new exciting things during the Offensive. I'm officially FD now, finished my six months, that was pretty exciting. It's a really good friend of mine's birthday today, say congrats to him! Here's a pic of me and Aurora:
Love you all!! XXX - Nathalie
Love you all!! XXX - Nathalie
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Yeah so my 16th birthday is coming up and I don't feel any different from when I first started my six months. Sometimes I think that life is way too crazy for me. Especially when you want something so bad it hurts. I LOVE YOU. I love you so much that it's driving me insane. I wish I was a better person for you, I wish I had all the talents and the drive and initiative that you have but I just don't. I feel like the luckiest person alive when I look at you, but these things just never last. I wonder if there is human love that lasts... I wish I had more control of my emotions. Sometimes I just look at you and think about how good you are, and it just amazes me how you can be so committed and not deter, not even for a moment. You'd do anything for Jesus, you'd help anyone, and that's a quality that a lot of people don't have. I wish I was like you were, I really wish I could be good enough for you, but I'm not. Gack, these feelings are just way too weird to express. I want to hang on to this, but everything in me is telling me to just, let, it, go. I just don't know what to do with myself, I don't want to. I love you way too much for that baby. But it just doesn't seem to be working. I guess if circumstances were different maybe you'd feel the same, but that's life. I know what you're thinking, but I mean every word of this. And I think I'll just have to learn to say goodbye. It's been great, so great to have been with you. My memories with you are the best I've ever had in my life. We've been through so much together, and I want to thank you for it all, you've taught me so much, and I don't know where I'd be without you. I love you honey.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Hello!
Here's me and my little munchkin, one of the three...
Here's me just chilling with a couple of friends
Yeah...will post more pics some other time. I'm going on a road trip to Minnesota tonight, yay! Pray all goes well, love you all, xxx - Naffalie
Friday, March 28, 2008
Pee-ka-boo!
Woah, it's been such a long time, gak!
Really sorry for all of you who actually read my blog, things have been pretty busy, got a new boyfriend, got pregnant, had two kids, stuff like that...
So yeah, things have been REALLYYYYY busy ;) If you catch my drift.
Snigger.
I will write more after the third one is born.
Ta ta for now!
xxxx
BUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008
Reminsince
Been going through a lot lately. I guess it all comes down to it, like I've always said, at the end of the day you think about everything you've done and it just seems worth whatever pain you've gone through, cause you're actually doing something worthwhile, making others happy, and that in essence of itself makes you feel better.
I can honestly say without a shadow of a doubt that if you give your life to the Lord that He'll bless you more then you could ever imagine, and give you all your needs and more. Not to say that no one could be happy elsewhere, but I think that if it's really the Lord's will for your life to surrender it to Him then you'll be so much happier, so much more fulfilled.
Sometimes I meet people out witnessing and I just feel so sad because a lot of them (again, I'm not saying all of them) aren't really doing anything with their lives, just rotting away in their miserable existence, slaving away day after day, trying to pay the bills.
And what else is there to do in the world except for just that? They don't know much else, except for what the church has shown them, which no one wants a part of anyway because it's so dead.
I felt like that for awhile, it's so dead, so empty. You tell yourself that things'll get better once you get this, or get that, or if you just try to forget about it, but it's this aching emptiness inside that drives you insane, and when there's nothing around to distract you, it just all comes out.
It's this undescribable feeling of being alone, without Jesus it's pretty sad, so miserable. You tell yourself you can live your life alone, you don't need anyone to help you or make you happy and close yourself into this corner, secretly wishing someone would come, someone would understand, someone could make things better. But you know what?
Living for yourself sucks. You can tell yourself all you want that you're so "happy", that you honestly don't care at all, but why lie to yourself? It does matter. I know what I've seen in others, and what I've personally experienced, that if you let Jesus change your life, even though it's a lot of self-sacrifice you'll definitely be happier.
Even though it's a bit tough right now, I don't think I've smiled this much in years, in fact, I haven't smiled this much in my whole life. Not to say that my whole life was miserable, I really loved my parents (I love you Daddy!) and growing up with my brothers and sisters, but I just feel so much happier now that I've yielded to Jesus, and there's NOTHING in this world that's going to take that away from me.
I can honestly say without a shadow of a doubt that if you give your life to the Lord that He'll bless you more then you could ever imagine, and give you all your needs and more. Not to say that no one could be happy elsewhere, but I think that if it's really the Lord's will for your life to surrender it to Him then you'll be so much happier, so much more fulfilled.
Sometimes I meet people out witnessing and I just feel so sad because a lot of them (again, I'm not saying all of them) aren't really doing anything with their lives, just rotting away in their miserable existence, slaving away day after day, trying to pay the bills.
And what else is there to do in the world except for just that? They don't know much else, except for what the church has shown them, which no one wants a part of anyway because it's so dead.
I felt like that for awhile, it's so dead, so empty. You tell yourself that things'll get better once you get this, or get that, or if you just try to forget about it, but it's this aching emptiness inside that drives you insane, and when there's nothing around to distract you, it just all comes out.
It's this undescribable feeling of being alone, without Jesus it's pretty sad, so miserable. You tell yourself you can live your life alone, you don't need anyone to help you or make you happy and close yourself into this corner, secretly wishing someone would come, someone would understand, someone could make things better. But you know what?
Living for yourself sucks. You can tell yourself all you want that you're so "happy", that you honestly don't care at all, but why lie to yourself? It does matter. I know what I've seen in others, and what I've personally experienced, that if you let Jesus change your life, even though it's a lot of self-sacrifice you'll definitely be happier.
Even though it's a bit tough right now, I don't think I've smiled this much in years, in fact, I haven't smiled this much in my whole life. Not to say that my whole life was miserable, I really loved my parents (I love you Daddy!) and growing up with my brothers and sisters, but I just feel so much happier now that I've yielded to Jesus, and there's NOTHING in this world that's going to take that away from me.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
To You
Mikey, it's been swell knowing you the past couple of years. You've been really great friend to me, always listening to me and encouraging me, through the bad and through the good.
You've always been a comforting shoulder to me through my difficult times, and I just want to say thank you so much for that, I don't know how I could've made it through without you.
I'll always remember our late night phone conversations, your squeaky little sounds and your unique sense of humour that no matter what mood I'm in always seems to make me laugh. The times we met (even though short), all the fun we had and even when I was sad I always had good times with you.
I just love you so much, and sorry this is late (even though I've already told you this, I just want everybody to know how special you are to me!)
Happy Birthday, have a great 16th year and I hope it's filled with lots of sexi ladies for Jesus and fun!
Bye!
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